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I shared the below message with David via email, and he very kindly said sharing my own personal testimonial in the 'hot-air boom / fundementals bust' economy may be be helpful for others, insofar as knowing they're not alone. I'll paste the full text below:

What we're feeling, seeing and experiencing on the ground is being swept under the rug elsewhere. There's a fog of narcissistic optimism in these times. Somehow, everything is fine despite every testimonial on how it is far from fine. And it's as sickening as it is upsetting. We have no voice left to us. And I thank you for being a voice which shows our experience is real. No matter the choreographed make-believe presented elsewhere, no matter the "alternative facts" or face value statistics, you show how what we're feeling is actually what is going on. I cannot stress how much it helps, amid a culture which often says "you just didn't work hard enough", to have someone validate that we are having a rough time right now.

In the real world, we're being squeezed by pressures so petty, reckless and extraordinary that it makes me sick. And we just have to suffer through it for however long it will last. The people we rely on to make it better are those that are making it worse. More than that, they're saying they're making it better and everyone else is the problem.

I was raised to believe if you worked hard you eventually succeeded, and the things you really needed would always be in reach. There will be hard times, but you can be smart, hard working, respectful and responsible and you'll make it in America. That doesn't feel true anymore.

I'm a man fast approaching middle age, and I've lost my hope in it getting better. To be honest, I've also been struggling through a crisis of faith in God, given the world as it is right now. I'm sad to say that. I have a stable middle class job with (what used to be) reasonable pay. I have a savings account with a decent amount I saved, which I am now borrowing from steadily to make it through the year. I have decent insurance. I have a car, which was luckily paid off before this all happened. That was the dream in America. I should be fine, and I'm far from it.

My rent has gone up twice just this year. It's now half of my monthly paycheck. The rest is taken up with groceries, utilities, etc. My pay went up $0.80 per hour while everything else went up far more than that could ever hope to cover. I've cut back and cut out everything I can. We're very much on the edge of being able to afford a normal life. I don't know if we can make it through another price increase, an emergency, an unexpected job loss or accident or bill.

Anything more than that feels like a pipe dream. I used to believe in America, if I worked hard and did the right things, I could get a house for my family, send my kids to a good college, and prosper. The clock is ticking away on that even starting, and precious time feels like it has gone away and it may be too late. Those hopes may just be in the past.

We've held off on getting a house. We can't afford it. We can't risk paying a mortgage, or risk having to move if we lose or have to change jobs. So we're stuck in the renting-cycle trying to save what we can. We've held off on having kids. We were going to try in the next few years but we couldn't afford them either. And honestly, I don't feel morally right bringing a child into the world as it is now. I feel like they'll have a worse life than I did. More shamefully, they'll struggle to regain what we let slip away. I couldn't burden them with that. We can't afford a second car because we couldn't afford the payments. We need one because we both work, but there's not a snowball's chance we can afford one. We've lost the ability to afford not only luxuries, but emergency needs and things we could invest in to grow. So we're stuck here in second gear, working towards nothing but staying in place.

It's like climbing up a mountain while flood water is rising, being settled on dry land for a bit and thinking this is finally over and now we can settle down and grow. And then having to climb up again because the water keeps rising. And at the top you found all the people responsible for the flood in the first place, and there's no standing room for you.

I feel like people are waiting for things to get better, and maybe that's why stocks go up despite economic warning signs, and why we keep following tinfoil messiahs looking for an answer. It's dire, and we all made it dire. We did so by pretending it's not. I know I'm waiting for it to get better.

The world's gotten needlessly uglier, and you - even in being pessimistic - are a light in that by saying the truth. If we have people care that it's bad, maybe someone will care enough to make it better. When people pretend things are ok, people like myself are ignored. But you see us.

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sourapples's avatar

They brought in Bessent'( soros) to kill the dollar, collapse the economy and create the chaos needed to implement the stable coin dystopia

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